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songs about friends (demos)

by Legs Akimbo

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1.
I’m so scared things will end that I pray they don’t start Try to live in the moment but it breaks me apart Try to write a nice song but the lines rhyme with fart But I’ve been trying to change my mind The leaves make you breathless and then the leaves fall You make a new friend just to wish they would call The long lonely nights are the worst of it all But I’ve been trying to change my mind I write a song while I’m driving, can’t control what I feel But it’s hard to write down with one hand on the wheel I put on the blinkers, pull over to heal I’ve been trying to change my mind It feels like my brain’s poking out from the lid Or I wake up and feel like I’m still just a kid My body got bigger, now my mind doesn’t fit But I’m trying, I’m trying to change it So in March or in April I’ll look at the trees See them shivering and grateful for winter’s release The quick happy trills of the robin’s relief I’ve been trying to change my mind On the days when I miss you I’ll be glad that we met Or get busy with work and be glad to forget Why does trying to be happy feel like paying off debt? I’ve been trying to change my mind I’ve been trying to change my mind
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There is a hunger with a hold on me but my guts are glued I stay a length away and try to throw it food It won’t release its grip until it runs me through Until I lose myself in pursuit of you I’ve got an ache inside, a kind of subtle fear And it’s poisoning my atmosphere When I’m driving I’ll lose focus and it’ll reappear And get me missing you while you sit right here There’s a beauty in the sadness when it comes along Just to taste how it’ll hurt me when you’re gone When I’m old will I remember, if I’m feeling down It’s nostalgia for what’s here right now It’s the time I can’t forget and almost wish I could The discomfort’s there but the pain feels good Until I’m standing in the room where last night you stood I said “please don’t go” but I knew you would There’s a beauty in the sadness when it comes along Just to taste how it’ll hurt me when you’re gone When I’m old will I remember, if I’m feeling down It’s nostalgia for what’s here right now
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You could call me more often, you could leave me alone You could make me a copy of the keys to your home I’m always here when you need me, and I’m here when you don’t Like a brother I’ll love you even when your friends won’t You can move to the forest or go live on the coast Just don’t lose your dumb humor or your terrible jokes You can do what you like in this strange little life Just please don’t change I’ve been working on balance, don’t want to sound too intense But in the moments you’re with me, my life makes more sense The more time we’re together, the more my soul is uncurled Makes me scared to go back to the rest of the world Being a friend is like having sex when you’re high You do it all wrong, but it’s fun just to try You can do what you like in this strange little life Just please don’t change I’m just a kid with his heroes, but the movie’s not true Do I love who you are or just the image of you I don’t know if it matters, or if it’s worth it to ask But please don’t change It’s like I don’t know you, or at least we just met To me you’re as close to perfect as people can get But there’s something not wholesome, there’s something not right The way the darkness in me is drawn to your light The way I love you is clumsy and I can’t keep it down Gives me a lump in my throat just to have you around You can do what you like in this strange little life Just please don’t change Please don’t change Please don’t change

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released October 30, 2022

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